The mental and physical struggles I experienced while I fought day after day to save my unborn child's life defined the person I was always meant to be.
I know how that sounds, trust me. But it’s the truth.
As you travel with me on my heart-wrenching journey, you will learn that life does not always give you what you want. Sometimes things are out of your control no matter how desperately you pray. I am no different than any other mom or parent who has lost their child. I suffered, grieved, healed, forgave, and now, live with joy in my heart.
We do not know nor understand why things happen the way they do. Sometimes we make the choices and sometimes the choices are made for us. God is truly the only One in control. He has a greater plan for you and your life. Knowing this in my heart is how I found peace and happiness after the unspeakable loss of my child.
Lastly, I am praying that Beckett's short but meaningful life will help bring you peace.